Sad enough to say that alone I could barely light a match

leaisradx @ 2008-12-27T01:44:00

2008-12-27T06:45:36Z

I just bought Bryant the best/most awkward Christmas present ever.

leaisradx @ 2008-12-22T20:18:00

2008-12-23T01:20:07Z

I am honestly falling for you so fucking hard.

leaisradx @ 2008-11-27T00:57:00

2008-11-27T06:02:14Z

Rob just called and woke me up to tell me that Morgan and Bryant got into a car accident.
I know nothing besides the fact that Bryant was driving, his car is completely fucked, and that Morgan didn't get hurt but Bryant's in the hospital. I'm flipping the fuck out.

Not the kind of phone call I ever wanna wake up to again.

leaisradx @ 2008-08-15T00:32:00

2008-08-15T04:33:17Z

I am so tired of fighting with everyone constantly.

leaisradx @ 2008-07-18T14:52:00

2008-07-18T18:54:01Z

OMG earthQUAKE: ilybeautiful<3
OMG earthQUAKE: you're so cute<3
OMG earthQUAKE: that smile makes me melt inside
OMG earthQUAKE: when you smile i just get this feeling in my tummy <33

fuck, why is she so amazing.

UltraViolet Music

2008-04-05T18:37:25Z

leaisradx @ 2008-03-17T20:52:00

2008-03-18T00:52:54Z

LMFAO!
"I broke up with you because Laine keeps telling me she loves me".

AHAHAAHAHAHHAAHHAAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH

go suck a dick.

oh right, and let's stick Billy on the phone in the middle of a fight because he "wanted to say hi"..
good thing he's on my side and said you're fucking stupid.

leaisradx @ 2007-12-31T11:51:00

2007-12-31T16:53:08Z

what the fuck did I get myself into.

EastcoastCirca89: I know about you and lea thanks"bro"
EastcoastCirca89: You'll never understand what that did to me kid
EastcoastCirca89: I trusted you but you had to lie
nooneshero1389: u said u hated her
nooneshero1389: and u talked alot about me
EastcoastCirca89: well I've known a lot longer so everything I said I said knowing you did way worse
nooneshero1389: i didnt do worse
nooneshero1389: i didnt have sex with her or anything like that
EastcoastCirca89: YOU FUCKIND MADE OUT WITH THE GIRL EVERYONE KNEW IDEEPLY LOVED EVERYDAY FOR A MONTH
EastcoastCirca89: ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME
nooneshero1389: thats not what u told me that u loved her
nooneshero1389: u said u hated her
nooneshero1389: and acted like u wanted nothing to do with ehr
nooneshero1389: she was in love with u dude
EastcoastCirca89: FUCK YOU ROB YOU DON'T UUNDERSTAND THE DEEP ROOTED LOVE I HAVE FOR HER
nooneshero1389: and u werent with hwr
EastcoastCirca89: So u hop in my grave
nooneshero1389: \i dont understand it dude
nooneshero1389: u said to me u hated her
EastcoastCirca89: You clearly don't know our history whatever all I ca say this is the worst feeling of betrayal ever
nooneshero1389: i dont
nooneshero1389: at all
nooneshero1389: all i know is that u broke up with her cause u couldnt stand her
nooneshero1389: why didnt u stay with her then man
EastcoastCirca89: Don't fucking speak to me yea great fucking friends cause I say somthings makes it ok
EastcoastCirca89: No fuck this
nooneshero1389: if u say u hate her what am i suppose to think
EastcoastCirca89 is away at 12:28:19 AM.
EastcoastCirca89 returned at 12:28:24 AM.
EastcoastCirca89: Shut the fuck up I'm serious you lied to me for amonth every time I asked
EastcoastCirca89: You lied
nooneshero1389: yeah i lied
nooneshero1389: but u were talkin alot of shit about me to her
nooneshero1389: for alot longer than i kissed her
nooneshero1389: and i never liked her at all
nooneshero1389: i know its gonna probally b hard to believe
nooneshero1389: but i dont
EastcoastCirca89: Rob seriously I'm fucking crying over this bullshit
EastcoastCirca89: Stop
nooneshero1389: dude u told me that u didnt care about her
nooneshero1389: so we kissed a few times

leaisradx @ 2007-12-31T01:52:00

2007-12-31T06:53:42Z

Bryant knows that Rob and I have been hooking up.

EastcoastCirca89: Don't lie to me but have u n rob kissed or anything remember this is your time 2 be honest
EastcoastCirca89: I won't be mad
Lea is RAD x: i really really don't want to answer that question.
EastcoastCirca89: U have 2 just tell me what happend
EastcoastCirca89: At least your being honest
EastcoastCirca89: I appreciatr honesty
Lea is RAD x: i swore i wouldn't talk about it. and i don't want to tell you because you'll be mad and i don't want to fuck up our relationship or yours and rob's relationship.
EastcoastCirca89: Well then I can't forgive you
EastcoastCirca89: You have onemore try tell me or no I will never forgive you and me and rob have nothing
EastcoastCirca89: You have one more chance to tell me or you WILL be dead to me
Lea is RAD x: yeah we did.
EastcoastCirca89: Ok so what else happend
EastcoastCirca89: I'm not mad I just want to know
Lea is RAD x: nothing.
EastcoastCirca89: Everything I will forgive you
Lea is RAD x: nothing else happened, we made out and that's it.
EastcoastCirca89: Swear on my life
Lea is RAD x: i promise nothing else happened.
EastcoastCirca89: Swear on my life
Lea is RAD x: swear on your life what
EastcoastCirca89: Say I swear on your life that nothing else happend
EastcoastCirca89: How long ago was this and how many times had it happened
Lea is RAD x: do you mean when did it start or when was the last time it happened
EastcoastCirca89: How many times have u done it total
Lea is RAD x: i couldn't even tell you.
EastcoastCirca89: And were we hookin up?
EastcoastCirca89: So multiple
Lea is RAD x: yeah.
EastcoastCirca89: Were we hookin up
Lea is RAD x: yeah
EastcoastCirca89: Fuck you lea
Lea is RAD x: you asked me to be honest and that's what i'm doing bryant.
EastcoastCirca89 is away at 12:04:32 AM.
EastcoastCirca89 returned at 12:04:37 AM.
EastcoastCirca89: You 2 both fuckin lied for months
Lea is RAD x: yeah and do you know how hard it was for me to fucking lie to you bryant. i've wanted to tell you every single day since it happened and rob told me that if i ever told you he'd stop speaking to me.
EastcoastCirca89: And this was while we where hooking up
EastcoastCirca89: And you"had feelings for me"
EastcoastCirca89: Well he's dead to me
Lea is RAD x: i did and i still do, you didn't want me.
EastcoastCirca89: Fucking dead
EastcoastCirca89: YOU BETTER HOPE TO GOD THAT'S ALL THAT HAPPEND
Lea is RAD x: i swear to god that's all that happened.
EastcoastCirca89: so was it fun for you was he excited that fuckin piece of shit
Lea is RAD x: honestly, it was fun for like, a week and then it just got shitty and we stopped. i felt like shit every time it happened.
EastcoastCirca89: Lea I am going to rage when I see him
EastcoastCirca89: He is dead to me
EastcoastCirca89: And you oh god
EastcoastCirca89: You were with me
Lea is RAD x: we weren't dating.
Lea is RAD x: you didn't want to date me.
EastcoastCirca89: I ASSUMED THERE WAS AN UNSPOKEN AGREEMENT WHEN MY DICK WAS IN YOUR MOUTH
EastcoastCirca89: I NEVER TRYED TO HOOK UP WITH ANYONE
Lea is RAD x: an unspoken agreement of what..
EastcoastCirca89: That I wouldn't go hook up with people n you wouldn't I held my end you didnt
Lea is RAD x: because i wasn't aware that was our agreement. that sounds like a relationship to me, which we weren't in at the time.
EastcoastCirca89: Well you lea have really fucked this one I didn't think thi wold happen
Lea is RAD x: i know that, if i could go back and change it all i would, but i can't do that.
EastcoastCirca89: No you can't I don't know what you where thinking
Lea is RAD x: i don't know what i was thinking either, it was clearly a bad idea and i knew that when i did it.
Lea is RAD x: idk what to tell you, i can't change what happened.
EastcoastCirca89: But you still kept doing it
Lea is RAD x: i know, it went on way too long.
EastcoastCirca89: Yea how long ago was the last time
Lea is RAD x: like a week ago.
EastcoastCirca89: Oh my god
EastcoastCirca89: I can't waitto tear into him and let him know he's dead 2 me
Lea is RAD x: that's not fair, you should be equally as mad at me
EastcoastCirca89: Oh no I've known this whole time but no one would confess
EastcoastCirca89: Now rob knows that I know so I'm gunna let you know I appreciate your honesty but that's to far pushed
Lea is RAD x: all i can do at this point is apologize.
EastcoastCirca89: That is to much for me lea you can't even count how many ucking times
EastcoastCirca89: Fucking*
Lea is RAD x: bryant if i even tried to tell you how many times you'd be so much more pissed off.
EastcoastCirca89: I want to know a number
Lea is RAD x: i don't even know, every day for like a month.
EastcoastCirca89: There 3 days in a month
EastcoastCirca89: 30
Lea is RAD x: okay then 30.
EastcoastCirca89: DID YOU TOUCH HIS DICK AT ALL THROUGH PANTS WHAT EVER
Lea is RAD x: no.
EastcoastCirca89: He sent you pics of his dick and what not rite
EastcoastCirca89: And you to him
Lea is RAD x: no he didn't and i didn't.
EastcoastCirca89: Fuck this I can't deal with this
Lea is RAD x: i'm sorry.
EastcoastCirca89 is away at 12:30:59 AM.
EastcoastCirca89 returned at 12:31:05 AM.
EastcoastCirca89 is away at 12:31:40 AM.
EastcoastCirca89 returned at 12:32:44 AM.
EastcoastCirca89: Don't do this to me
Lea is RAD x: bryant i'm sorry, i don't know what else you want me to say to you.
EastcoastCirca89: Sa nothing anymore
Lea is RAD x: so that's it, we're both dead to you.
EastcoastCirca89: Yea what did u expect
Lea is RAD x: whatever, i was honest with you and i told you exactly what you wanted to know.
EastcoastCirca89: I didn't expect it to be this big of a deal I knew one maybe 2wice but no it was a month
Lea is RAD x: yeah well, i didn't plan on it happening, especially for that long.
EastcoastCirca89: Doesn't change the fact that you let it
Lea is RAD x: you're right.
EastcoastCirca89: Goodbye lea
Lea is RAD x: bryant you can't end it like this.
EastcoastCirca89 is away at 12:45:37 AM.
EastcoastCirca89 returned at 12:46:05 AM.
EastcoastCirca89: I just did

leaisradx @ 2007-12-25T00:22:00

2007-12-25T05:23:07Z

EastcoastCirca89 (12:10:41 AM): Merry christmas baby

he can be cute sometimes.

Merry Christmas everyone :]

leaisradx @ 2007-08-12T23:52:00

2007-08-13T03:55:51Z

My boyfriend works way too much.
It's rediculous. And he's talking about getting a third job. I hardly see him enough as it is, nevermind a third job.

leaisradx @ 2007-08-01T12:28:00

2007-08-01T16:30:14Z

Just kidding about that last entry.
We were in the middle of a huge fight and I felt the need to do that.

& now he's my boyf.
:)

You probably all think I'm cracked out.
Whatever.

leaisradx @ 2007-07-30T17:56:00

2007-07-30T21:56:10Z

Bryant Griffin is the scum of the fucking earth.

I hope you fucking hack my livejournal again and see this you piece of shit.

:)

leaisradx @ 2006-12-24T21:48:00

2006-12-25T02:50:30Z

today was christmas eveeee!
i went to my grandma's and had dinner and exchanged gifts with family.
it was fun, my family can be obnoxious at times but we all had a good time.
i got some retarded gifts and my aunt fell asleep in the middle of the living room floor.
i'm excited for tomorrow :]

leaisradx @ 2006-12-10T09:34:00

2006-12-10T14:34:52Z

yesterdayyyy i did errands with my mother.
went to stop and shop to get noelle a cake and tab.
saw eve!
then i went to noelle's house.
erika was there with BRODY! (the ferret erika bought her)
so then ashley, jimi, wes, nick, and elise came over.
everyone was moody and annoying.
everyone left and noelle, erika, and i went to the mall for like 45 minutes.

today idk what i'm doing.
i think noelle and i might go to the mall cause she had alot of birthday money she wants to spend.

leaisradx @ 2006-12-07T22:41:00

2006-12-08T03:41:26Z

nothing exciting happened this week at all.
tomorrow i'm hanging out with leeann.
saturday i'm going to noelle's.
and so far those are my only plans.
ivana wanted to find a show to go to but we were not successful.

leaisradx @ 2006-12-04T11:07:00

2006-12-04T16:07:12Z

I decided to make a new LJ because I hated the username on my other one.

Friends Only.